actually, he didn&#x27;t lose my faith then. he may have gotten to know E but he didn&#x27;t sleep with her or anything so I think I could forgive him for it when he cut her off. it was when he blamed Sherlock for Mary&#x27;s death that I really lost faith in him. I don&#x27;t know if he thought Sherlock just stood there while she got shot or what but John feels guilty and he&#x27;s pushing off onto my baby and that&#x27;s just not cool at all.